Friday the 13th

Friday the 13th. A day I don't really care about... Anyway this is a random post and not really about Friday the 13th.

Love is in the air, isn't it? Its so strong that you can smell it. And of course, see it. Its everywhere. More than people. More than all the dust particles you have on your shelves. Its scary. Its everywhere.... I mean, EVERYWHERE...

I can't stand it. I can't stand seeing love. No.... Not the love of parents and siblings... No. Not that type of love. I mean like couples love. You see couples everywhere!! EVERYWHERE. They make me sick. I mean it. SICK. Everytime I see one I always have this emotional thing overcome me, so I look away and continue doing whatever I was doing. Its hard in shopping malls, 'cause theres one everywhere you look. Turn your head to the left, theres one. Turn to the right, another one. In front, another one. Down, none. So look down, people think your a emo, and you start banging into people 'cause you can't see in front. Well, not you can't see in front. Its just that you don't want to, 'cause there are couples EVERYWHERE.

Same goes to restaurants, blogs, profiles, shops, books, and worse,... school. School... woot. Why school, I don't know. All I know is that when one comes by, ( no offence ), I always roll my eyes. They probably don't see it. But I do it. All 3 races have couples... Malay, Chinese and Indian. Why do you wanna pak toh in school?? Heloo.... this is a place for education, people. Its like almost everyone has a someone. Haha... To bad for me. I don't want a someone now. Currently, I'm SICK of it. Woot.

They

make

me

sick.

Thank you for reading and you don't have to bother posting any comment about this post. Its all junk anyway, right?

Report Card Day

Hmm. Report card day. To bad no one could come to take my report card. Cik Salawati wouldn't let me see my scores eventhough I pleaded her. I don't even know my placing in class.

I brought my guitar to school today. 2 Bersih moved to the Bilik Tayangan 'cause the Form 3's had some motivasi thing, again. Then after recess the Form 5's had one. ZzZzZzZzZ. I don't understand why must they have so many motivasi things. Like what, once every month?? From my point of view, motivasi things are kinda useless.
They come in and then give a talk, tell you to study harder, change yourself before changing others, maybe do some fun stuff and then leave. After that you would feel like "Wow... that guy is right" And then a few weeks ( or days ) later you forget the whole thing. The PMR and SPM students should be studying more instead of having all these talks. When I reach Form 3 I would study at home than come to school and listen to someone talk the whole day about changing myself before changing others.

When no more parents came to our class Cik Salawati went crazy with my camera. I had like ... 77 pictures taken today. Probably less than 20 were taken by me. The rest Cik Salawati was snapping away like crazy and laughing when she got a good shot. Wai Lup came to my class and started playing my guitar. He can't play any song exept for " Wake Me Up When September Ends". Maybe he DOES know another song but didn't play it. So I was basically hanging out with Wai Lup the whole day.

Pics.

>Why Me?<

This 2 week holiday was a busy one. And it was also really stressful. Some of my NiE members really were the last straw for me, so I got so mad I called off our holiday meeting. Now we're back in school doing everything last minute. And I also have some small problems that are causing me so much stress.
Whats worse is on the first day of school I got gastric, again. And for a while I was completely fine, and now it comes back to me again?? WTF. My gastric was so bad on Monday that I actually fainted in class. Brian was the first to jump up and slap my face... heh. He, Paul and James had to lift me back to my place. Those 3 guys kept asking me if I was ok, but I couldn't speak. I had to go to the Bilik Rawatan to sleep. Nicole stayed with me. After recess the same 3 guys came to see if I was doing alright. Nice to have friends who actually care about me.
On the first day to, Johnson didn't tell anyone that he switched schools to DJ. So sad!! Its like, now our class is missing someone, which we are. Johnson is one of my good friends and its sad that he switched schools... I don't exactly know why, but Brian said that some of us are the wrong friends for him. He said Tzer Haw's mom spotted Johnson and Chun Hin in the CC. =C This would be kinda weird to say but I'm gonna miss the big guy.
Today Tuesday, I had gastric again. I didn't wanna come today but I guess I had to 'cause our NiE meeting was postponed till today. I didn't faint in class but I went to the Bilik councelling to find Pn. Wong 'cause Pn. Mani told me to. I waited for Pn. Wong and eventually fell asleep for 3 hours on the chairs. I could hear Tzer Xiang come in with Sarah and Ming Yue. One of the boys asked what happened to me. Sarah told them I got gastric and I fainted yesterday.
When I woke up Ming Yue came to see if I was ok and he gave me pre-councelling. I told him my problems and he said " Tough times never last, but tough people do." Thanks Ming Yue... That pre-councelling really helped me. =D
Pn Wong and I had a talk and I went back to class. Everything was ok after that. I wanna skip school tomorrow larh... but best not too... I already missed school so many times. =S

I'm trying not to cry

I just want them to be happy

They were made for each other

I'm trying to move on

But its just so hard to do

God please help me

Stressed

Ish... coming back from Sabah after a visit was nice... but theres just so much to do now.... I'm busy the whole week and I got a lot of stuff thats needs taking care of.
My NiE members are one... some are not sure if they can make it for meetings and some don't cooaperate... Why does this have to fall on the holidays anyway?? Stupid NiE... gives people so much trouble organizing 'cause at least 3 people from the team will be away for holiday and nothing can be done...
My mom's website also needs some polishing up 'cause I'm the only one who knows how to upload the pics onto the website... her staff keeps complaining they're to old to learn anything... ish...
Besides that I still got some other stuff thats maiking me feel stressed out now... or sad. I'm absolutely not free this last week of school holidays and besides NiE its compulsory for all the JU members to submit an article for the school magazine... and that takes time... Pn.Lee said no poems... I have to write a story 'cause my story year was good... =O What to write about?? zzzz
I got 3 drumcircles this week. Oh yeah which reminds me

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Sabah

Just got back from a nice weekend at Sabah. Its always nice out there. Dogs, cats, swimming pool, spacious field... wow. And its not those 5 star hotels... its like a farm out there and thats whats nice. Its good to be away from busy KL life, handphone and internet. So of course when I get back to KL I got like... 90 emails waiting for me after 4 days. Another thing I noticed about Sabah is that almost everyone has a dog or two... and there are a lot of roundabouts in Sabah. Its like every 1 kmyou pass by a roundabout. The other thing about Sabah is that everyone is RELATED =O. I met the head chef in the Royal Mulu Resort, Nelson, and he said he's from Penampang to. I was talking with Amanda and she metioned Nelson's surname... aish. Not hard to find a relative in Sabah. Everyone is family.
Jessie names all our dogs and cats out there in Sabah. Mommy cat is named Minnie and her kittens are Ginger and Basil. The dogs I think Jessie named the smartest... David Archuletta, David Cook, Chikizie and Syesha... the american idol contestants.. hehe. Shes smart. I like those names for a dog.

When me and my dad got to Sabah we chilled for a few hours... then at night we went to one of the neighbours housewarming party... Everyone was sitting down chatting. After food some of the guys sumazau-ed with his wife, and after that he tagged a guy and a girl messing with their handphones to do the sumazau... and its tradition that when you do the sumazau, you drink alcohol. The guys got beer and the girls got a shot of wine. I got tagged... I don't really know how to sumazau so the guy who danced first with his wife.. who was also the guy tagging everyone danced with me. Haha... but that was fun. He was in his 60s. I got 2 shots of wine while sumazau-ing and my dad gave me 2 extra shots. Funny that I didn't feel light-headed. I was completely normal. =S

2nd day Amanda and Adam came over and we hung around the house. At 4 the 3 of us, plus dad, Aunty Terry and Jessie went to the beach. To bad it rained. And we stopped for Slurpees at 7-11 put the machine broke. There was a nice rainbow in the sky afterwards.

3rd day Aurelia and Alicia came. We went out to Tahantang... where the spacious field is... and where grandpa keeps fish ponds. Hung around there the whole afternoon and then at night the whole family including uncle Winston's girlfriend went to Seafood restaurant which was gooooodddd.... =D

On our last day we left for the airport. =S

8 Way to Scare off a Telemarketer

Someone called this morning and asked me if I had 2 minutes to spare her for some dumb survey. Then I remembered this I got from an email. To bad I forgot about it during the phone call lol.... =S

1. Ask him to talk v-e-r-y slooooowly, because you want to write down EVERY WORD he says.
2. After he finishes saying all his marketing crap, tell him he must marry you first, before you sign on. When he acts all surprised, say, "What, you expect me to give my credit card details to a complete stranger, meh?"
3. When he introduces himself (e.g. "Sammy"), immediately say, "Wah piang eh! Sammy! Long time no see, man! How are you! Are you still living in that old place?" This should stun Sammy for a while, as he scrambles to remember where he might know you from.
4. If he says he's, e.g. Tan Ah Seng from ABC Pte Ltd, ask him to spell his name. Then ask him to spell the company name. Then ask him where it's located. Continue asking him personal questions or questions about the company for as long as you feel like it.
5. Insist the caller is actually your friend Benny, playing a joke. "Eh, Benny, dun lai dat leh! Stop playing the fool! Seriously lah, Benny, how's your mother, ah? Is she out of the hospital yet?" Etc, etc.
6. After he finishes his pitch, say in a very creepy voice, "Thank you for calling me. I don't have many friends… do you want to be my friend?"
7. If he asks, "How are you?" Tell him! "Wah lau, siong, man! Got so many problems. My fish all died, lah, then my mother and father had this big argument until neighbours call police all, and then lagi worse, donno why, but my crotch whole day was very itchy, so I went to the clinic and then…" Continue till he hangs up.
8. Tell him you're busy at the moment, and ask him for his HOME number so you can call him back. He'll try to give his office number, but insist on his HOME NUMBER. When he says he can't give his HOME NUMBER, ask him, "You dowan some funny stranger calling you up at home and disturbing you, is it?" He will agree and say, "Then now you know how I feel!" And then say goodbye and hang up.

heheh

Form 1 Drumcircle

Thursday .... Day before last day of school.

Todays exams were Sejarah and Siviks. Sejarah was surprisingly more understandable than last term. Hope I pass. Can't fail another term. That would be sad.... =S

During siviks dad came to school. Well... first I saw a big circle made up of chairs in the badminton court. Then I saw a bunch of Form 1 boys carrying the Festival Djembes, mallet and percussion box... so on. Everyone in class was like "ey... thats Rhonwyns father, ah?".

Dad tried to pull me out of class to help set the drums but I couldn't. So when the bell rang I dashed out with my bag and helped with the mallets. The mallets are always my job... =P Everyone was looking at this big circle of drums... apa ini??

Crystal they all were like "oh Rhonwyn... is this drumcircle for us??" "nope for the Form 1's" Poor Crystal... she got mad. Don't worry. We'll have a drumcircle for the choir A.S.A.P after school reopens. Depends on Mr. Eugene. I would love to do one for the teachers. That would be AWESOME!!

Anyway lets just get to the circle. Our first batch was 1 Amanah and 1 Jujur. They were good. When the rythm got of track they started again and me and dad didn't even need to go into the circle to get the rythm back on track.

2nd group was .... 1 Bersih and 1 Tekun. They were also the same as Amanah and Jujur... good players and when they got off track they got back on track by themselves. Some of the players in this group were really hard players though. Some even used the sticks for the Djembes so I had to stop them or the drum will get a dent... don't wan't THAT to happen now, do we?

1 Gigih and 1 Rajin was our last group. Unlike the first two batches, when these guys went off track they stayed off track. When either me or dad went into the circle the automatically went back on track. Amazing. There was a Indian boy who played REALLY hard, the poor drum. Dad saw and he went up to the boy and gave him a warning. Then he started playing hard again. Dad gave another warning and he wouldn't listen. Finally dad took the boy and put him on one of the percussion bells. A toy thing. Lol... he asked for it.

Our last group was last minute. Mr Eugene said that we could squeeze them in. 1 Adil and Peralihan. This was the best group. Don't know why... but they were the best. I put Wayne and Marcus on the Bahia Bass Drums. They had fun. Dad did some facilitating things that I haven't seen him do in a while. The last group helped us to clean up. They put their percussion in one of the nesting drums turned upside down and their mallets in another one.

Matthaeus, Ronald, Marcus and Junmey helped put everything together. Then the 6 of us started our own little circle. I didn't know that Ronald could play the drums. He was really good. We had fun. Mr Eugene invited me and dad to eat something in the teachers lounge. It was Fusion food, I think. Didn't exaclty know what it was.

Can't forget pics.

Watching the fun from outside... sad